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i am a hardcore voyeur

got into voyeurism at a very young age by coming across mom who suffered from severe bipolar disorder.

It was really confusing as I remember her in situations with severe mood swings

I once remember waking up in between a fight between my parents when we were at a stay in a motel.(back in early 90)

They were naked and they were running across the room threatening to kill each other.

At one point when my dad was about to catch her by her hair, she opened the door and ran out still naked.

My dad asked her to come back into the room and sort out the matter.

She refused to come back inside and said "let the others see what an animal you are"

The motel owner intervened and my parents came back to the room.

Later that night I could hear them having them sex.

I heard my mother saying "Don't you ever tell me what to do ..... Don't you ever tell me what to do"