We hired a temp at work. I first ran into her in the copy room. She was ahead of me on line to use the machine. Her boss was standing there explaining that when making copies, be sure to first take the staple out of the pages. After the boss left, I heard this new girl mock her boss, saying "Be sure to first take the staple out of the pages... like duh." I laughed. She didn't realize anyone was standing behind her. She turned with a start. "Please don't tell her I said that."
This is when I first saw her face. She had a tragic facial deformity. One cheek bone higher than the other. Her eye sockets were different sizes. And one side of her chin poked out too far. She reminded me of that character in The Elephant Man movie.
I said, "Don't worry about it. Your boss is a well known b*tch." She laughed. I instantly liked her.
Over the next few weeks I bumped into her a often. We'd exchange some witty banter before getting back to work.
On a Friday evening, as I was leaving the office kind of late, I saw her in her cubicle. I asked if she'd like to get a beer. She said yes. We headed to the bar on the corner. We drank and laughed. I pretended not to notice her face, but come on, it dominated my thoughts. I found her deformity fascinating.
I asked her back to my apartment. Within minutes I was tugging off her clothes. An image that stuck with me, as I took off her skirt, I was greeted with mounds of pubic hair sticking out the sides of her panties. She obviously didn't have any visitors down there for a while - if ever, and clearly she wasn't expecting anyone on this night. It was sad, yet oddly enticing to me. Her deformity meant no one would ever make a pass at her. So she let herself go. She probably thought no guy would ever see the sight, so she didn't have to groom, nor did she have to care that her underwear was gray and had holes. Yet here I was making her naked, catching her off guard. I could tell she was excited. When my tongue first touched the slit of her pussy, she was entirely wet.
We fucked dozens of times over the next few months. She was eager in bed. Kind of like a thirsty woman lost in the desert and finally finding water.
Ultimately I had to end it with her. Her deformity is what drew me to her. It was intensly different and thrilling to fuck what could honestly be called a beast. There was a constant sense of taboo on my part. I had crossed a line, like masturbatng in the park, or fucking your sister. But practical matters intervened. I'd take her out places and people would stare. Friends saw me with her. I couldn't keep pretending not to notice their reactions. So I took what might be a cowardly way out and ended whatever this was - a cheap thrill, or love - I'm still not sure which.
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