I always feel a bit ashamed when I think about wanting to see my wide act our her fantasies, when we first got together she use to talk about her fantasies and also what she had done before she met me. There are also some things I found out later on from finding her MSN message history which she doesn't know about.
Her main fantasy has always been to be taken into a room full of horny men and she would be their plaything although later on she said she would be their s**t and w***e which is what she called herself as she loved being degraded. I think I feel ashamed in wanting it to happen but then not feeling right about it made even stranger when she has fantasied and talked about it then later on asking me if I would really like to see her with other men but putting it such a way to imply she is disappointed with me.
I know before we met she had let two men pay to fuck her, she had met someone at a hotel where she was his s**t and w***e for the weekend and did what ever he wanted. She has done one threesome with two men , she had gone to a party which was a what were you wearing when the ship went down and she wore a black basque with black silk knickers over the top and fishnets, the basque barely contained her breasts so she was very popular that evening and more than a few wandering hands found there way inside her knickers. At the end of the evening she went home with two of the men and they fucked, spit roasted and dp'd her. I know all this from the message history when she told her BFF everything and there were some pictures but I didn't get copies of those ones.
My fantasise are made even stronger knowing what she has done before and then where she get really turned on when we are fucking she talks so dirty about other men fucking her while i watch then straight after laying a guilt trip on me for wanting to watch other men fuck her.
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