[Pedro the Fisherman]

The event ended with a ‘mill and hug' melee to end all melees, where everyone has to hug everybody in turn, as two circles of Male and female course members rotate in opposite directions. I had some memorable hugs in this exercise! Alex (now it seemed bonded with a young Male course member she had started the day with in the ‘show me' exercise ) whispered in my ear “mmm, you are the best hugger", Emma seemed very happy to hug too, the feeling of her soft squashy breasts against my chest pops into my mind whenever she appears on a TV panel show nowadays. And Sian of course, her hug broke the rules! I embraced her top half and brought her close, wanting to smell her gorgeous skin for one last time. She said nothing, but as we were about to part, she pushed her hips hard against mine (what we were told we must not do) and I felt the tip of my soft cock plunge into black tangle of pubes.
She pulled back and smiled a smile I hoped might mean something, but I was to be disappointed. Sue smiled at me when we met up in the circle, now seemingly much more at ease. ‘G' too gave me a big smile and whispered “are you a convert now?”, referring to HAI and I replied “oh yes!” and gave her a big squeeze to make my point.

Then it was time to get dressed, pack up and brave the holiday Monday traffic in a four hour drive home. We were given details of a closed FB group where (if we wanted) we could join to keep in contact with others from the weekend. I stopped in a deserted layby and relieved myself in matter of seconds, running my mind back over the day. What a sensual experience and all for £150! I'd forgotten to mention that these weekend events normally cost £450 a time, but HAI subsidies Level 1 courses, as the Levels have to be completed in order. HAI social membership is open to everybody who has completed this course.

The FB group was busy in the days that followed as people joined and shared their post weekend thoughts. Sian took a fortnight to show up and described herself (in case anyone could not remember her) as ‘tiny tits, big bush' when she did! I sent the odd PM to see if we could possibly meet up somewhere, but to no avail. She lived in West Wales and I on the south coast, so just bumping into her was not likely.

I went to a HAI social weekend that summer in Glastonbury, but she was not there. The social event was clothes optional at times, but no woman stripped fully except the female of the ‘host couple’s and she was nearly 70. Slowly, the FB group dried up on new posts and it was closed by whoever set it up after 6 months. Sue never joined. I'm pleased I saved Sian's avatar as I've not found her on FB itself. I I saw J**** twice over the next three years including a weekend at her home (spare bedroom!) as she was trying again to start the failed relationship that had caused her to visit CR. We are still 'FB friends' but no longer have 'relationship coaching' phone calls for hours, that we did for three years! 'G', (so J***** informs me), is in a BDSM relationship and now lives half the year in a hut in one of the UKs oldest nudist clubs, north of London.

Over the next two years, I used HAI techniques (stroking) to bed two lovely ladies I'd met (I might write about that, if anyone is interested?) and in summer 2015 and feeling a bit ‘unloved', I applied for a place on that Autumn’s Level 1 course, again to be held in Wales. I received an email reply, telling me they were receiving twice as many men applying as women, making gender balance very difficult. I was told if I wanted a place, I must apply with a female partner who wanted to do the course.

Shit, that was impossible...or so I thought!