After dating a girl for several months years back, we shared our previous sexual experiences with each other. I had only been with two other girls at the time and she had been with five other guys. This bothered me when I thought about it. I was afraid I wasn’t as good as any of them. Eventually I pressed for more details and she told me how she lost her virginity to an older guy. Developed a casual friends with benefits situation with one guy. Had a one night stand at a frat party. Met a guy online and traveled to his area to fuck him. And also dated a guy for a while before me. Now that I had individuals to put to her number I wanted details and as I pressed for them found myself both enraged in jealousy but also very turned on. She insisted I was the best she had been with but it’s hard to believe that. She reluctantly explained to me individual acts with each guy. How and where they would fuck. How many times roughly with each, etc. The friend with benefit she had was a friend but was very immature and she had no romantic interest in him. I put two and two together and suggested he must have been good in bed otherwise what was the point. I practically wanted her to admit he was better than me. Kinda sick I know. She wouldn’t though. But she disclosed he was good and the first to give her multiple orgasms. She said he was at least 8 inches and very muscular. She mentioned something about not being on birth control at the time. And one of the horniest moments of my life took place. I asked her “so did they cum inside you?” She looked distressed and said “yes”. And I asked “all of them?” And she said “yes”. I processed this for a while and realized I didn’t really have any more questions. She seemed relieved.
This was a long time ago and we didn’t date much longer. But with every girl I’ve been with since I’ve waited until the right moment and asked all the questions and always found it arousing.
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