My shameful fantasy is sort of hard to explain. I want to preface this by saying I'm not nor do I want to be a cuckold, which makes this fantasy confusing because it sort of is a cuckold fantasy. I've fantasized a lot about my wife being at a party or hangout without me, playing games that aren't intended or don't start as sexual, but then escalate due to drinking and fun, eventually leading to stripping, and then eventually leading her to giving a blowjob to the man or men who beat her in that game.
It is weird, because I don't really like the idea of her doing other things that are normally "cuckold rocket fuel". I don't want her to go out soliciting sex, I don't want her taken by a bull, I don't want her to be especially sl*tty or any of those things. But losing a game and giving head; wildly appealing for some reason. To the point where I've dropped not so subtle hints I'd be good with it.
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