I posted this before.
https://forum.oneclickchicks.com/show...&postcount=349
It would be a bit of a buzz if I had a friend with the same interests and be able to discuss this stuff over a beer instead of online. Then occasionally set something up where I go out with the Mrs for a bit of flashing for my benefit but also get voyeured and photographed.
As for the ashamed bit well, not really, I know it's a bit strange but it's a bit of a bubble here and it makes me laugh to think of the the reaction of friends and family if they read this forum. Some don't realise what goes on in men's heads, but fantasies are probably more common that they think, at least we admit them here.