Third year of college I went out drinking with my high school friend Dan, and his beautiful half-Chinese friend Siu. After a few shots Siu was all over me and Dan was the nonplussed third wheel. We went back to Dan's share-house and the three of us chatted on the couch, then he was ready for sleep. As he walked to his room, Siu emerged in just a thin white tank-top and white panties leaving little to the imagination. We started making out standing up and were getting hot & heavy Elaine style.
I realised things were weird when Siu yelled out to Dan "you don't need your bed tonight, you take the couch" grabbed my hand and led me to his bedroom door. I could see he wasn't happy with that proposal so we took the couch and had a good 30 minutes of finger-banging and other near-sex. I held back despite the drunken urges because something felt off about the situation.
Turns out I was right. Dan had come out as gay to his close friends the previous year, including me. Siu was a newish friend who didn't believe him and was convinced she was the woman to fuck him straight. A few weeks before, she had got him drunk enough for his only ever fuck with a woman. For him, it confirmed he was gay. For her, it was a sign he could be converted. Coming on to me was part of the plan to get him jealous and interested in her.
It messed up my friendship with Dan, mainly he lost respect for me even though I held back a bit with Siu and didn't know about his drunken sex with her. I was also seeing another woman (more friends with benefits) back home at the time and he thought I'd cheated on her.
Thinking, drinking, and lust can be an uncomfortable mix.
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