Thank you all for the great feedback
Couldn't have done it without you all! There used to be a time not so long ago where I only felt wierd and silly for my fetish, but this is definitly helping me see it in a better light. I'm glad I'm not the only one who feel the way I do
I think Omega and Nudony's suggestions are very interessting, and it sounds like a good evolution to my first expierience. When I've tried it out more times and gotten more comfortable I might branch out that way