As someone who has exhibited for a number of years I would say that initially I got a buzz from being looked at by a stranger. It gave me more confidence about how my body looked. I also took pleasure from the effect it had on my viewer particularly when I could detect a definite bulge in their trousers. At first it was like a drug and I wanted to do it more and more and looked for every opportunity to display myself. I visited shops where the changing cubicles had curtains which could be left gaping open slightly. I felt safe that my viewer could only look and that I was able to strip off without it seeming obvious that I was exhibiting.
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