I don't know if this is the right place to start this thread, but I'll just do it. I'm sorry if I'm rambling (also, English is not my first language).
I've always had this wierd fantasy of exposing myself "on accident" in public. The idea of it makes me really turned on, but also shameful. Maybe it's because I'm a shy person in real life. Maybe thats why it's such a great fantasy. I take something private, that I'm not all that happy about, and just show it. To everyone. In my fantasies I use my shame as sexual pleasure, to my own advancement. The embarrassment I would feel if this were to happen is out of this world.
I don't know why it has to be "accidental". Maybe that makes me feel better about it. Like, so that people don't think I'm trying to show off or anything. Here's were I get to my point. I'm getting older each day, and grow a little bolder too.
My aunt and uncle has an outdoors pool and one day this august I decided to stop by and take a swim. I knew they weren't at home, and that made me less shy. Also I'm from a small place. There are far between houses and no peeping neighbours. I decided to take it one step at the time. I climbed up from the pool and untied the straps on my bikini-top, just enough to make them really loose. Then I dived in. The feeling of my top falling down was amazing. The way the straps tickled my back and neck as they slithered around me in the water. My breasts, bare in the water. I felt kinda shameful, but it was so good. Maybe that's what made it so good. It was partialy also the fear of getting seen. What if some neighbour actually saw me somehow? Or what if my aunt and uncle came home early? I had to do it again.
I did it one more time, made the top fall off. It wasn't as good this time, maybe I had too high expectations and this time the slithering of the straps felt kinda unpleasant. But I decided to untie both my top and bottom the third time. The butterflies danced in my belly. What if they came home and i didnt have time to put on my bikini? I'd look so stupid. Like a stupid little girl.
I collected myself dived in for the third time. I was disappointed, cause it actually didn't work... My top fell off, yes, but my bottom somehow stayed on me. They felt really loose though, so i started swimming, moving my hips quite a bit to kinda shake them off. Soon I felt the bottoms slowly sliding down my bum. It was magical, I tell you. The knees were the best part. It tickled me in a good way. But the anckles, that was the very great part! The feeling of my bottoms falling past my ancles was almost orgasmic to me. Then I was naked. Naked in an outside swimming pool.
Afterwards I felt ashamed and stupid. Maybe some of you think I sound stupid too, but I don't care. I'm trying to embrace this. To get more sure of myself and to live my fantasies. And now, I kinda want to try this in a public pool. I don't know if I have the guts quite yet, and I would first want to try it in public without getting seen at all. but I really want to. Not in my own home town of course, but in some other town, for sure
Is there anyone else who feel the same way I do? Am I making sense? I'd like to know. It was exciting sharing this with you. Also, if anyone got any tips I'd be happy to hear them