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Enough of a diversion , let us return to J18 where this clothing fetish was contnued in my final few weeks with J18 by this stage it was “normal” for us to share the same bed for purely ergonomic reasons. Sadly, we now seldom spoke to each other, we had no physical or intimate contact and undressed out of sight of each other. She worked in an office so had a regular time where she would get up , go and shower go to work etc. I on the other hand worked both in the office and from home. For the former I would get up earlier and get changed down stairs, the latter I would wait until she had showered, changed in another room and had gone to work before I rose.
With two working patterns, I had two wanking regiems!

Scenario 1 - On a day when I was going to the office I was changing by the dinning room table next to several of her work things including an open handbag. I thought I would take this opportunity to see if there was any evidence of her cheating on me, such as condoms ( which I had found in M14's bag , a year after I had had the snip). On this occasion with J18 I didn’t find any contraceptives and couldn’t access her phone. However in one of the most inner pockets of her bag, I did find a sexy blue lacy pair of her knickers that I had bought her as a present. Now these may have been a pair used in the case of an emergency or due to an accident or spillage at work, but they were too pretty for this and through months of checking the laundry basket I knew what was the style of her everyday panties. It was a few days after her Christmas party and unusually she had booked a room and stayed over at the hotel this year. These knickers would have gone there with her and would have matched her party frock. It was nt hard proof but the thought of sharing her was always a fantasy of mine so her underwear in hand I went into the bath room put them on and deposited a big load in them. Only lightly sponging them clean I then put back and allowed her to take my gift into the office.


Scenario 2 -On days when I worked from home, she would get up first and go in the shower whilst I slept in. Over progressive days whilst she was showering I would check her panty draw and determine which pairs were at the top of the draw. I would then pretend to be asleep whilst she hurriedly grab her underwear from the draw Then with her other clothes she changed elsewhere (bear in mind it was winter so the room would have been dark and she wouldn’t spend long checking or selecting the knickers she were to wear) . When she had left the house, I would again check the draw and had a good idea of where in the draw she would take her panties for the day. On one of the following nights I went upstairs early and selected the panties most likely to be used the next day. I put them on and went to sleep, I was safely hidden under the duvet. The relationship was over so whilst we shared a bed for practical reasons I knew I wouldn’t be disturbed. In the night whilst she slept I then lightly masturbated as she lay next to me sleeping. The very light pre-cum that I squeezed out on her knickers I then let my body heat dry. In the morning whilst she showered the now dry panties were carefully put back in the draw for her to pick out. To my great delight I checked the draws when she had left the house and discovered that she was wearing the white cotton briefs that I had worn and soiled for her. To increase my need to remain close to her after we finally separated , I trimmed my pubes and carefully left some in the lining on her interview jacket. Also I placed some inside the stuffing of the pillows that were permanently on her bed. In this way weather she was at out at a formal event or banging someone else on our bed , I felt I was intimately there with her.