John
I need to clear the air regarding what ended my marriage with Dawn. We were doing more cocaine all the time. It became the normal routine for me to tell Dawn to drop to her knees and give someone a blow job for a gram. Or we would play with Judy and Luann for a discount or free coke depending on what they wanted to do with her.
John was one of our regular suppliers. Once while we were partying, Dawn did one of her fashion shows and he ate her pussy and she blew him. I didn't think anything about it, but after that,whenever we scored from him, if I was short cash, he made a note and said to catch him next time. He also never took sex with Dawn as payment anymore.
Well about 5 or 6 weeks later, I call him and he says that we need to talk. I told him to come over. He was at our place in 30 minutes. He said that we had to settle up. He told me that we owed $2000.00. Now our rent was only a shade over $300.00 monthly, so we owed the equivalent of 6 months rent. There was no way we were coming up with that kind of cash. I asked what we could do to settle up.
"I want time with Dawn."
"I've offered her to you before but you said no. I'll have her get naked right now, no problem."
"No, I want her alone, at my apt."
"You know that's not our way, john. She does it in front of me always. Nobody takes her without me there."
"Okay, let me ask your mom for my money." My mom knew nothing of our lifestyle. She knew nothing of the drugs or sex. She was happy that Dawn and I were married and I could not destroy her illusions.
"What exactly do you want."
"I want her for the weekend. It's Fruday now, I'll bring her back Sunday night. She is mine for that time and your debt is wiped."
"You're going to agree to this. What am I now just a wh*r* that you pimp out? I can't believe this. You'll let me go away with him for the weekend without being with me to protect me. I won't look up, see your face and know that I'm safe?" You could see the disgust on Dawn's face.
I'll leave you a gram and we will see you Sunday," John said.
"Hold on let me pack."
"Just your make up and toiletries," he said. "You won't be wearing clothes." She went in our bedroom and came out with a small bag. Without looking at me, she took his hand and left.
I spent the weekend drunk and stoned. I played my Ginger Lynn porn and tried to matsurbate. Watching Ginger just reminded me of Dawn and I couldn't even get a hard on. Sunday night, dawn came home. There were dirty dishes on our coffee table, I hadn't showered, and I was severely hung over. I went to hug her and she pushed me away.
"You're pathetic."
"Tell me what it was like."
"Not now. Take a shower first and clean up. I don't think you really want to know anyway. I'll tell you but remember that you sent me."
Next: john's apt.
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