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I struggled with guys fucking Dawn's pussy throughout our 7 years together. There were probably only 6 or 7 guys that I allowed in her pussy. For the most part they were all one and done with the exception of her little brother. He was pretty much a constant with us the year he graduated high school until he went into the service.
We even got married. The marriage didn't last a year. The final guy I shared her with was seven years older than me. His name was John. He was a coke dealer that I owed some money to and so Dawn fucked him without me for a weekend to clear the debt. She came home and gave me all the details but that little green monster reared its ugly head. This was the first time that she was with someone without me being there and I didn't handle it well. Over the next two weeks, we argued more and more. I was doing too much coke and got coke dick. It wouldn't get hard no matter what. Dawn started running around with John behind my back and took off with him. We separated, I cleaned up ( haven't had drink or drug in 28 years ) and We divorced. Dawn ended up marrying John and they are still together. While doing the steps I tried to talk to her to make amends. She refused to talk to me and accused me of forcing her into a world of kinky sex and drug use. She asked me to never contact her again and I havent. However I keep her memory alive and will keep writing them down under the post "sharing the ex"
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