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Originally Posted by George VI
A- she is completely naïve and unaware that some man could be watching her
B -she knows someone is, or could be, watching her, and she wants them to for sexual purposes
C -she knows someone is, or could be, watching her, and doesn't care - she thinks it’s no big deal
D – something else I’m not figuring out
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My fiancée is a combination of A and C. With a dash of D.
Not so much now that we've moved into our new place which is fairly private; but at our old place the windows faced the street and other buildings. She never closed the curtains. She would walk around naked, pausing by the window to chat or dry her hair after showering. Now she could have done that anywhere around the place; but she CHOSE to always do it by the window. I questioned her about it a couple of times and she always said either A: "what? people can see me? no way!!" or B: "no one can clearly see me anyway." Well, people could in fact see her clearly from where she was standing.
But I knew there was a dash of D in there. For her D was knowing she could be seen, but not knowing if anyone actually saw her. I realized that was a "thing" for her when we went to St Martin and she went for a walk on the public beach bottomless one night right in front of an apartment complex; and then her reaction a day or two later when she got naked on the nude beach. She liked the first experience a lot better. The nude beach took the "thrill' away because she was aware that people could see her completely naked; as they were looking at her and she could see them looking. But walking around bottomless at night, right in front of apartments and not wait until we were at the far end of the beach, she obviously liked the feeling of "probably being seen; but not knowing if people could actually see her or not."
The nude beach left her fairly disinterested. But the walk on the public beach left her wet and horny. She is a closet exhibitionist.