Addicted to posting her pics
I have been posting her pics now for 7 and a half years. When first did it it was such a rush...
my wife and the elder kid where at her parents at that time and I was home alone. I uploaded the pics to ZOIG.com (it is a site where there is pre-moderation, so you have to wait for approval). I uploaded the pics at evening and went to bed. Usually I had just played a bit... uploaded the images and then quickly deleting them before they got approved.
When I woke up in the morning the pics were approved...It was so exciting and the feedback was fast and positive. But then bang of guilt hit so hard. I took the pics down fast, but I saw couple of nights recurring nightmare where I would tortured to death for what I had done to my wife. When I went to grocery store, I was certain that everyone was looking me with utter loathing.
Then guilt went away a bit... I realized that most probably her pics (which were there just over night) were not into circulation...
And I posted them again, this time to another site (domywife.com). But at that time, that site did not allow users to delete their pics (which I realized only after loading the pics there). I made a solemn wow that if I get out of this intact, I would never ever do that again.Well, I got the administrators to delete the pics.
Next time I uploaded her pics I realized I was hooked
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