[Esgavluk]

Some time ago I have been writing posts without actually posting them. Although it didn’t seem a good idea to post them initially, I’ve decided to post one and find out how it will be received

I’m all for being honest but sometimes the whole truth is a little too much honesty. My fiancé knows my ex introduced me to the swinger lifestyle and he accepts I’m continuing to meet my swinger friends occasionally. Initially I went to clubs and parties but now I usually meet my swinger friends at their own homes. I’ve asked my fiancé to come with me but he does not want to meet my swinger friends, not even in a “normal” setting. Although he likes to know where I’m going, he does not want to know anything about the people I’m going to. Afterwards he always asks if I had a good time but he does not want to know any details. Is he honestly accepting this lifestyle? Do I honestly want to know?

Both of us like to have occasional sex with others in addition to making love to each other. We agree that the sex we have with others is about lust instead of love. My fiancé thinks these should not be mixed and keeps them completely separated. To him it’s like a business transaction. He pays for the services he seeks, nothing personal and no expectations afterwards. I’m fine with that as it barely poses any risk to our relation. I just wish I could convince him that swinging does not have to cause any problems either, it does not have to be so black and white.
For this reason I’ve started writing this post. He had some doubts after he read my first post but he also said he likes me to post again as long as we’re not recognizable. There are very few who could recognize us from this post and I’m sure they appreciate privacy as much as we do. I also created a new account, just to be on the safe side.
My fiancé likes the thread about boudoir shots and he got a really big grin on his face when I proposed to have a photographer shoot some of me. He confessed that he likes the shoots of couples the most so I decided I would not pose alone…. I invited a close friend (whom my fiancé had never seen as she’s one of my swinger friends) to come along so I could surprise him with a slightly different couples shoot. This was not what he meant but I hoped he would like this surprice.

I called an acquaintance of my fiancé who’s a decent amateur photographer. He has his own studio but I opted to do the shoot at our home. We picked a date on which my fiancé would be traveling and I arranged the kids to be gone.

On the day of the shoot my friend and I went to the hairdresser’s in the morning. We had already been to the beautician the day before. When the photographer arrived my friend and I were already very excited, pretending not to be nervous. He assumed my friend was there to help, he had no clue both of us would be posing. We planned to surprise him too.
The photographer set up his equipment in our bedroom where he would shoot me. I started wearing a tight skirt to the knee and a formfitting white blouse to show off my slender athletic figure and relatively noticeable bust, my favorite heels to make my legs look long and sexy and some jewelry to top it off. My BFF did a touch up of my make-up and made sure my long brown hair fell nicely over my shoulders, just before we started shooting at the foot end of our bed. We tried several poses while I opened the cuffs of my blouse and slowly unbuttoned it. The Photographer continued shooting, telling me how good I looked, how to pose and what to do. I turned around and took off my blouse. My skirt was next to be dropped to my ankles. I fidgeted a bit with the hem of my camisole, slowly took it off and dropped it on the bed, next to my blouse. The skirt was still at my feet so I stepped out of it and bent over to pick it up. I could hear the shutter click rapidly. My ass was towards the photographer and all I was wearing was a lacy bra, a matching string, my favorite heels and some jewelry.
We decided to continue in the bathroom and the photographer started to move the lights. While he was doing so, both him and my friend kept telling me these pictures would be wonderful! My friend had been behind the photographers laptop so she could see the shots he took. I know her well enough to see she was very turned on and I was fairly sure the pants of the photographer were a bit tighter than before. I certainly was very excited and wanted to continue. We all got behind the laptop to go over the shots. We discussed some positions and he showed us some of his previous work to elaborate his ideas. My friend went to get my external hard disk and hook it up, she said she would make sure I got a copy of all pictures.
We started in front of the mirror. Washing my hands, checking my make-up and so on. My friend softly whistled when I stood on my toes against the sink, bent forwards with my face close to the mirror. I wondered how long she would be able to control herself! I took my bra off but kept my breasts covered. They were no longer covered when I used both hands to slide my string down my legs. My side was towards the photographer providing him a nice profile. I sat down on the edge of the tub. I wasn’t sure how much I was showing while I lifted my feet one by one to take my heels off but the rapid clicking of the shutter probably was an indication. I stood up facing the photographer and he shot some full frontals while I raised both hands to pull my hair into a pony tail. The tub was already filled and I got in. The photographer adjusted the lights and the back of his hand touched my left nipple when he held a device in front of me to measure the light. It was just a fraction of a second but enough to send a spark through my entire body. I was getting incredibly turned on! We took some more shots and made fun of the photographer when he almost lost his balance when he hovered above the tub for a shot. I got a close look at his crotch and knew for sure he was as turned on as I was. After the photographer moved the lights again, we took some shots while I got out with a glistening body and we took some more while I was toweling off. The towel barely covered my crotch when I wrapped it around me so I dropped it and remained completely nude while I joined the others to watch the pictures on the screen of the laptop. My friend proposed that I would pose sitting on the edge of the bath doing my nails, while she would come into the bathroom. She got up and dragged me along before anyone could respond. The photographer opened his mouth to say something but after a moment of silence all he actually said was “Okay”. He started moving his equipment again while my friend and I walked from the bathroom into the bedroom. I put on my bathrobe while she checked her dress and make-up.
I got in position and the photographer started shooting when my friend walked into the bathroom. She walked towards me, bent towards me and gave me a kiss on my lips. She turned around and loosened a button in her neck. I reached for the zipper of her dress and pulled it from her neck to her lower back. She slid the blue dress of her shoulders and wiggled with her hips to slide it down. After the dress dropped at her ankles I reached out again and unclasped her bra. She was wearing black lingerie which contrasted with her soft skin and straight long blond hair. She turned around and dropped the bra. I think the photographer missed the shot but he probably just wanted us to continue. My friend stepped out of her dress and heels. She placed her left foot next to me and bent forward to slide the holdup down her leg. Her breasts are a bit smaller than mine (mine are C and hers are B) but beautifully shaped. I was tempted to kiss them when her chest came closer to me. She straightened up again when her holdup was off. When she put her other foot next to me, I slid both hands over her leg up to where her holdup ended. I didn’t pull it down yet. First I stroked her leg a few more times reaching up a bit further at each stroke, until my fingers were rubbing her crotch. I could feel the material was moist but she had to wait a little longer. I took her holdup off and grabbed the sides of her string. My face got close to her crotch when I pulled her panties down. I gave her a quick kiss just above her folds before I sat up again. She grabbed my hand and turned around, dragging me along towards the bedroom.
The Photographer followed us with his camera but without the rest of his equipment. His face was a little flushed and I could see the excitement in his eyes when my friend opened my bathrobe and pushed me backwards onto the bed. She did not waste any time and went to town on me… The photographer kept shooting from several positions and I spread my legs as far as I could when he tried to make a close up of my friend’s tongue on my most sensitive spot. She came up to kiss me after I had my big O. We rolled over and I started to make a trail of kisses downwards. The photographer was capturing everything and stood close enough for my Friend to grab the bulge in his pants. I continued going down and started pleasuring her but I kept my eyes on what she was doing. She opened his pants and pushed them down. He wasn’t circumcised but the skin got pulled back when she stroked him a few times. She granted me just enough time to see the nice size and shape of his penis and the trimmed dark pubes before she leaned in taking the head into her mouth.
She is skilled and I’ve seen her driving guys crazy more than once. It didn’t take long for him to erupt in her mouth and I could feel her having a big O too. She pulled him onto the bed and both of us started to take his clothes of. I pulled his shirt over his head while my friend took care of the pants, shoes and socks. He had a runners physique, athletic but slender. A few dark chest hairs but like the pubes, everything was nicely groomed. I kissed him with lots of tongue while my friend got him hard again. She put on a condom, crawled up and started riding him while I positioned my breasts over his mouth. My friend grabbed my hair to make me get up so I positioned myself over his face. Both of us rode him while kissing each other. My friend obviously enjoyed this even more than I did so I got off the bed and grabbed the camera. I might not be the best photographer but the sight of these two made me shoot some very hot pictures anyway. They changed to doggy style and a little later to missionary. She had another big O and he followed quickly. He dropped to his back, exhausted and sweaty. My friend gave me a big smile when she saw me shooting one more picture of them. She got up, took the camera out of my hands and walked to the laptop. He was still on his back with the condom on his now soft penis. I got on the bed with one knee, pulled his condom off and put a knot in it. I went to drop it in the trashcan in our bathroom and returned with a towel for him to clean himself.

We decided to clean up and get dressed again. He promised to send me the pictures but my friend told us she had already copied all pictures to my hard disk. She said she removed the most revealing pictures from his laptop and camera. He thought that was a shame but was okay with it as he could do without any proof of what we just did.
After the photographer left, my friend and I sat with a cup of coffee in our kitchen. She told me she had done precisely what she said. She copied all pictures to my hard disk, including the most revealing pictures and all other folders in his picture library. “Let me know if there is anything interesting in it” she said before she left.
The photographer and I met a few days later. He edited the best pictures and put them on a memory stick for me. They turned out really great! My fiancé did not see the pictures yet, I was sure he would love the edited ones but should I also show all of the unedited stuff? He might not want to see it all…