[explorer98]

Here's another memory from years gone by. It's another part of C.....'s developing submission and again, a story which could fit into a number of related threads but it's the huge element of surprise involved which leads me to post it here.

I don't remember the preamble - only that she was bent over the end of the bed taking what I thought was one hell of a beating. I'm not even sure why now - I probably just wanted to push/test her limits and as usual, she'd let me.

Anyway, C...... was completely naked and I was using a very whippy but quite heavy crop on her lovely rear when she suddenly screamed quote violently, shot up and ran from the room.

That instantly 'broke the spell' for me and I immediately wondered if I'd pushed her too far or worse perhaps, had the tag end of the crop found a delicate spot and caused the wrong kind of pain? In any case, I dropped everything and went after her.

She was on the bathroom floor, sobbing her heart out and I felt terrible. She was - at first - almost inconsolable and I really din't know what to do for best so I just held her till she calmed down and we could start to talk.

THEN came the surprise!

I thought I was being pretty hard on her - more than any time previously (I thought!). Apparently (as it emerged) SHE thought I wasn't being hard enough and hoped that if she 'threw a tantrum', I'd drag her back to the bed and beat her more severely!!

Sorry sweetheart but I really didn't pick that one up! Missed by a mile!

So, not only did I feel awful for (I thought) hurting her so much, now I feel stupid because I missed what she was trying to tell me.

I also had an issue with the fact that her marks took some three weeks to fade - or at least I did for a while - right up to the point where I came home early one day to find her naked from the waist down, standing in front of the mirrored wardrobes, examining her marks with one hand while frigging herself silly with the other!!

Oh ffs..........!!!