Good question
I'm not really sure. I'm not trying to get us into swinging, or at least I don't think I am.
I mainly want to be able to be myself with my husband, and that means from time to time getting a little crazy.
But I can't deny that the night I had with Sue and Jeff was a lot of fun, so I guess we will just see where it goes.
I already feel like I have made significant progress with Frank, and on some level I feel like him getting to see Sue's boobs is a form of payback that eases my guilt for that crazy night. I know that's just a rationalization, but it makes me feel a bit better. And if he ends up groping or sucking one of her boobs, that in some way we might be even.
As for this Friday, I'm really just hoping to have a fun crazy night with some friends and my husband.
Not really an answer, but that's where my head is at.
-Jane
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