I'd say we're still 50/50 - or more accurately, I don't fucking know... if we're going to make it.
Most friends say "dump that b*tch". In Anger, I should.
But I truly love this woman with all my heart, even thou she has some flaws. - Shes going to have to grow up too.
The talks got us to both open up about a lot of things, but we have far to go... its only a start. I hope we have another moderated meeting in the next 2-3 days. *I* do need to know *IF* she wants to actually repair our marriage... she going to have to make an effort. Its not going to all be on me.
I'm a very broken man. I think I can hear broken pieces moving inside my body.
But I have a new drive to make myself a better person, no matter what happens.
I also know what its going to take for us to get back together, but will she do it.... the mystery.
If you guys want updates, let me know. Its depressing for a wank-site
I'd post basics here and there... trust me, if I posted a few times a day, you'd see tears on the screen.