Multiple reasons
It sounds pretty clear that there's more than one reason. In fact, I think I've had different motivations at different times. The compliments do mean a lot. Who wants to be married to somebody that nobody else wants? I do think there has been a control aspect at times. I get a definite sexual rush from another guy getting excited by her, and "tribute" pictures (pictures showing a guy cumming on her picture) are about as good as it gets. Part of it is that if I was a porn director, I'd want her to be the star of every photoshoot or video.
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