Argh!
Nectcouple, yep. You could of hit it... maybe you should - maybe not. If only a few times, then that sexual experience would have helped in asking girls out for dates for those 7 years.
But unless you used condoms, you would have risked getting her pregnant or someone else...
Here's one of mine. I was 18, or just before 18. I worked at a fast-food joint and one of the assit. Managers was a 21yr old red head. Nice body, no make up type of girl. I even masturbated to her several times. Later on, she dropped hints of wanting to fuck me. I know that now, and I knew it then. I forgot the words, but one day - she was crouched down and trying to operate a piece of kitchen equipment in which a handle is about the size and shape of a penis. She was looking at me - my eyes, saying something about how hard it is - stroking and pulling on it.
And I was too inexperienced and shy to say something that would say "Lets fuck after work". She had a car and I was saving up for one.
I know that having sex with her, would have changed my life somewhat - more sex, at an earlier age and likelyhood of being a father back then like my other friends. Rather than being a first time dad in his mid 40s...
Meeting the wife I have now, I think makes it worth it.
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