Originally Posted by SPLOTCH11
Sorry I haven't written, I needed some times to formulate my thoughts on this whole thing.
First off, I deleted my own profile, and was not taken down by the sight. So, nobody worry, or blame them anymore then they have been. I did this for a few reasons, all personal. I was getting to the point of addiction, checking the story multiple times A day, writing thousands of chapters. It was consuming my time pretty immensely. Also, A lot of the threads had gotten to very dark places, almost every long running getting a pretty negative point. I started to get a lot of guilt and disgust reading it, and wanted to put my efforts towards something less twisted.
Really, what I would've loved to do was start a new story, similar with less baggage. Unfortunately, writing.com is not the sight for that. Hopefully at some point in the future something like that can happen.
Now, I really have to apologize about this to everyone who contributed. See, i didn't realize the story would be deleted when I terminated my membership. I was a complete idiot, I don't know how I could've acted so rashly. I knew that every other writer who's account was deleted their stories disappeared. But, I thought mine wouldn't, for some idiotic reason. Really, I just didn't think properly before I acted. I wish I had given notice so everyone could save their chapters. I really screwed up, so many people had contributed great things to the story, I hope someone can salvage something for them.
So, once again, I just got to apologize to everyone involved in the story. I acted for my own sake, I wish I could've give notice to save everything.
I hope at some point, when I've taken some time away from this, to write another interactive ENF (probably focused on small breasts, my favorite genre of ENF story). In the meantime I hope someone else picks up the slack and you all keep writing. I probably won't be much a presence on this or any other story board for a while, though realistically I don't see myself stay away from writing here for long.
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