And with that...
You have some thinking to do...
Looking at porn and what *HE* does are different. I finger, eat, love my wife all the time. I'll rub or pat her butt when walking by. I'll touch or hold her in bed... we've been together for a few years.
You sound like a great gal, you're out to please (but also - the things you do, make sure YOU enjoy them too)
Really consider finding someone else... or talk with your BF about the unfairness and other issues.
If you cannot talk to him about these things, then you have problems in your relationship... it will fail.
If he doesn't properly have sex with you and give you intimacy - your relationship will be miserable, until it fails.
If he DOESN'T make any effort to fix his issues, get help, or anything that would improve the relationship - then leave.
How old are you? 20years or 40 years old... don't waste your time with a man who won't eat you out.
PS: Don't be naked 24/7. It kind of hurts the fantasy of opening presents... or to take a peak.
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