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Originally Posted by apeyboy
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OK, can do .........
After her photo shoot with the guy in our apartment building, we got our proofs and they were very nice. Just as was expected, black and white classic nudes, different lighting, shadowing etc., nothing especially provocative. The following week, she approached me with another request. Her new photographer friend had another proposal for her. He asked her to pose for his photo club. Nude of course! He said there were usually about 6 or 8 or so members present at their meetings, which took place at a different member’s home each month. He said she would be paid for her time, although it wasn't a lot of money. And of course, again I wasn't welcome.
She was now a semi-professional model! She seemed quite excited for this opportunity, and again, I said yes. Why? The whole idea of her in that situation really excited me. But meanwhile I'm dumbfounded how different she had become. I had hoped a photo session might get her to be more willing to be nude here and there or topless at beach, etc., but didn't expect to have a budding exhibitionist on my hands practically overnight.
When the big evening came, and from the time she walked out the door until the time she returned a few hours later, my mind was racing, thinking of her all sorts of erotic scenarios. But when she returned, she assured me it all went well, that she really enjoyed herself, and found the experience very exciting. Exciting? hmmm. And just like her first private session, she was very horny that evening, and I reaped the benefits in bed and she fucked me silly. So I'm thinking that her evening with the photographers must have really been "exciting" for her! But like the first photo session, she was reluctant to share any details of that evening.
A few days later when I sensed she was ready to open up a little, I asked her if the nude photo sessions were going to be regular thing for her. She said no, that she decided that she wouldn't be doing it again. I was surprised to say the least, disappointed and yet relieved at the same time. Of course I pressed her for her reasoning. It seems like she had gone a little beyond what she was comfortable with. Apparently she felt the men weren't quite as professional as she expected, that right from the start, it was a little more that classic nude poses, and they were hinting, yet not really suggesting more provocative poses. She said she surprised herself and was more than willing to please them. She would NOT go any further with that. But she did say that at any given moment, she felt like she was just a heartbeat away from being involved in a full blown porno photo shoot.
I asked if that was the case, why did she said she enjoyed herself when she first came home from the session. She said that she did if fact have an enjoyable experience. But she said the very next morning realized that while she did truly enjoyed herself, she was also nervous and frightened. Frightened? She said she wasn't necessarily frightened by the men, but rather the situation. And frightened that in a weak moment she could easily be coaxed to do things she would really, really regret. I think what she really meant was that she didn't trust herself! We'll never know. But believe me, a full blown porno studio session with a bunch of guys taking photos, and maybe more, was definitely one of the erotic scenarios I had imagined!
But The ex was a changed woman after that experience. She would walk around our apartment nude or topless with shades open, day or night, and think nothing of it. Weeks earlier, she wouldn't think of that. She also started dressing a lot more provocatively, accenting her great rack, going braless regularly, yeah, with C cups! And showing lots of cleavage, etc. I really loved the "new woman" in my life.
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