Sad update: Mr John passed away Tuesday night. My wife and I attended the funeral and as expected we understand why he was a lonely man. My wife actually opened a conversation about this post. Her comment started with she had regretted the fact she allowed Mr john such access till now. To condense the conversation she was OK with the touching to a point but allowing him to finger her made her feel like a sl*t. Seeing almost no turnout to the funeral she now feels as if she really did open up more sexually and since I have been so supportive of her she is happy she gave Mr john that day and not ashamed but proud of herself for being less repressed.
She did say she will continue to try and be less repressed but never again allowing things to go that far. This leads into a new post I will add shortly from Thursday night that I will ask for suggestions.
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