Greetings Fans,
I am at very interesting cross-roads and I really do not know what to do. Ideas, comments, and such are welcome.
Before I met my wife I dated a girl for a significant amount time (five years) who I thought was the "one". She was a bit more wild then me, but very loyal. In truth I think I 'owe her' for opening my eyes sexually to other 'things' and I know our sexual relationship was very VERY HOT. So many stories... I know she told me up front she never wanted to marry, but I thought perhaps someday, but it never happened and we stopped dating after five years.
Less than a year later, I would meet my wife and up until now, I have not really thought about her. Jenny as I will call her found me about two weeks ago through social media. I am not a huge social media person as there just seems to be a ton of people telling you "how great there life is", "Lookie' what I made at home for dinner", and my kid just took his first shit. While I enjoy keeping in touch with friends, FB seems to be a narcissistic platform for people to either showcase that or get the "courage" to post about it when they might never have. At any rate, Jenny found me.
Our conversations back and forth have gotten less tame in the last 48 hours to the point where she asked about meeting up with my wife and I one night. Jenny, true to her comments never married and suggested a night out with dinner and drinks. My wife has seen pictures of Jenny and has always thought she was attractive and that both excites me and concerns me.
So what do I do? There is no secret between my wife and I concerning Jenny... and yet I feel it would be awkward. She invited us over to her house so she could enjoy booze without fear of driving home and I know my wife will drink and well... I am not sure I know why I am concerned. Thoughts? Ideas? I think I have too much going on in my head...
