[rijubhai]

My wife had a BF before we got married but they never went further than tongues (so she tells me!). They broke up when she learned about his overly-flirtatious ways with other women. It also turned out he was moving to France soon and and that fact told her to cut all ties with him. I entered the picture a year after and we were happily married for six years before her "seven-year-itch"; her ex had returned for a brief holiday and she fell for his line of BS. Apparently, they never did "anything" but I had proof of a month's-worth of his text messages insinuating otherwise. Women tend to be addicted to their first loves and my wife was one example.

I was devastated at the time, but time heals all wounds and it seems her betrayal has worked into my pysche and flipped it inside out because her infidelity has become an addictive fetish for me which I cannot shake off. Now, I want her to become a hotwife and cuckold me, but she's only interested in playing the faithful wife. That's not a bad thing but I'm more open to exploring different avenues now than I was back in the early days of our marriage. I just hope she comes around but until then...