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The first time I posted a pic of my wife on this site she did not know. I did it for the thrill of it. I told her a few days later and she was mad for a little while. But I think it turned her on a little bit too because other than some skinny dipping with friends many years ago no other men had ever seen her naked. Since then she has known every time I have posted, even giving final approval of the shower video I posted. I do wish I had more pictures to share but she is a reluctant model.

She has never enjoyed posing for me, partly due to the “good catholic girl” upbringing but also due to the fact that one of her jobs during college was working in a photo lab, so she got quite an education from that. That is also why I love the three pictures from our honeymoon. We had to have them developed (at a lab on the other side of town of course) and she knew somebody would be seeing them/her. That is probably why it took so long to get her to pose again even when we first got a digital camera. Now that she is in her mid 40s she likes to use the line “when I had the body for it I didn’t have the confidence. Now I have the confidence but not the body”. While I think she is still sexy as hell I don’t push the picture issue because she indulges me in other ways. Besides, she enjoys my sharing of our stories more anyway. In her words “It’s an erotic novel but it’s us”.