A bit more (from the beginning)
My wife for over 35 years is full of contradictions. Outwardly she’s a model of respectability but you always get the sense that really she wishes she could let her hair down and go a bit wild. The trouble is whenever we talked about livening things up she would clam up and things were often left just in the air, sometimes literally! Usually the only way she will open up is when she’s getting drunk. The trouble is catching her before she completely zonks out.
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However there have also been times when, not drunk, she’s suddenly blurted out something completely out of character. I will come to that a bit later. Luckily I’ve got a good memory and I’ll be putting down my recollections, drunk or not, of her various fantasies over the years..
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This week she’s been away for a few days so I’ve used some of my time to try and work her out. By writing all this down I hope to get a better understanding of what makes her tick. Hopefully any comments I get will help in that process as well as rewarding any readers with a bit of a buzz.
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She had a very staid, conservative, middle class upbringing but these are some of the things that actually happened to her before we met and she told me not long after we were married.
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When her parents were away she got stripped naked by a lot of blokes at her birthday party but they didn’t fuck her as I know she was a virgin when I met her
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As a teenager and very drunk she hitch hiked back to her home alone about 3 miles and got picked up by 4 blokes in a car. When one of them suggested things she apparently realised the predicament she was in and one of the other blokes said despite her being drunk she looked petrified & they let her out of the car. Remember she was a virgin and probably scared it would hurt.
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During a holiday abroad with 2 girlfriends, they met up with some guys & whereas the other 2 got screwed she said it was her time of the month & he only got a wank. This applied to her first real boyfriend who wanted her to move in with him.
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So a lot of what ifs and maybes. There’s probably a lot more which she hasn’t told me. Despite it being the seventies she really was apprehensive about sex and was known as a prick teaser at college when I met her.
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However it has given me an inkling of the reasons why she has the fantasies she’s told me about. I’ll add details of these when I get the time.
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I encouraged her to share her fantasies as I think it’s a real turn on to hear the hidden and often depraved female fantasies. These tend to be a long more imaginative than male fantasies which usually just involve visual imagery or physical control. I think I really wanted to keep them as fantasies but she did say once “what is the point of fantasies if you don’t intend to carry them out”. I think she was straddling the line between fantasy and actually enacting them. It must be her way of getting maximum turn on as well as probing for my reaction. Whenever I’ve said OK let’s go for it, she’s always backed off.
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The only thing she really does do without just talking about is the occasional exhibitionism. You could say she has a streak of exhibitionism! This may relate back to her exposure at her party years before when loads of blokes got a good view of her.
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We stayed at a B & B in a small town in France which had a large window in the bedrrom. At night she stripped naked and before getting into bed she slowly walked towards the window and then proceeded to slowly close the curtains. How many randy Frenchmen saw her I’ll never know. That was the first time I became aware of it.
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Of course I was ignoring her obvious exhibitionism as it was hell of a turn on and didn’t want to put her off doing it by remarking on it. Over time she’s become quite adept at making it look accidental and I’m playing along with the game (see attachments below). I’ve always wanted to get a view of her from outside the bedroom as others see her. I’ll have to work on that.
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On holiday in a hotel she generally ensures that curtains are open after coming out of the shower.
We were staying at a friend’s house in a room in London with no curtains & she was walking around naked. There may be a few blokes in Streatham who remember her!
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On my next posting I’ll describe some examples of the things she’s come up with either when tipsy or spontaneously
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