[wellblowmedown]

My wife for over 35 years is full of contradictions. Outwardly she’s a model of respectability but you always get the sense that really she wishes she could let her hair down and go a bit wild. The trouble is whenever we talked about livening things up she would clam up and things were often left just in the air, sometimes literally! Usually the only way she will open up is when she’s getting drunk. The trouble is catching her before she completely zonks out.
However there have also been times when, not drunk, she’s suddenly blurted out something completely out of character. I will come to that a bit later. Luckily I’ve got a good memory and I’ll be putting down my recollections, drunk or not, of her various fantasies over the years..
This week she’s been away for a few days so I’ve used some of my time to try and work her out. By writing all this down I hope to get a better understanding of what makes her tick. Hopefully any comments I get will help in that process as well as rewarding any readers with a bit of a buzz.
She had a very staid, conservative, middle class upbringing but these are some of the things that actually happened to her before we met and she told me not long after we were married.
When her parents were away she got stripped naked by a lot of blokes at her birthday party but they didn’t fuck her as I know she was a virgin when I met her
As a teenager and very drunk she hitch hiked back to her home alone about 3 miles and got picked up by 4 blokes in a car. When one of them suggested things she apparently realised the predicament she was in and one of the other blokes said despite her being drunk she looked petrified & they let her out of the car. Remember she was a virgin and probably scared it would hurt.
During a holiday abroad with 2 girlfriends, they met up with some guys & whereas the other 2 got screwed she said it was her time of the month & he only got a wank. This applied to her first real boyfriend who wanted her to move in with him.
So a lot of what ifs and maybes. There’s probably a lot more which she hasn’t told me. Despite it being the seventies she really was apprehensive about sex and was known as a prick teaser at college when I met her.
However it has given me an inkling of the reasons why she has the fantasies she’s told me about. I’ll add details of these when I get the time.