[camflasher]

Hi,

Just to let you all know, when we were married 10years , we used to have sex on a regular basis. Things changed when we had our first baby after 7 yrs of marriage. Lot of trying, since she has Thyroid and PCO (poly cyst ovaries). During the lot of trying period, sex was almost everyday, since she wanted a baby desperately.

Just to let you all know, my wife is a very cooperating lady and i have this fantasy of exposing her on webcams to some of the friends (women only earlier) on yahoo messenger. Though she never liked the idea, she used to agree and lay on the bed in her lingerie and scantily dressed clothes just to satisfy my fantasies. Also, once we were in Bangkok, she had a few drinks and agreed to her clit being massaged by masseuse. after that i gave her a good fuck in front of her Masseuse. i know those times would never come back.

After our first baby, her priorities shifted towards the baby, which is very natural for any women. The sex used to be only weekly then. I used to fuck her a lot, since it was only one day in a week and without rubber ofcourse. When my elder kid was an year old, we got the news that my wife is pregnant again. Initially we were shocked and somehow, we managed ourselves and got ready for the second one.

After the second one, unfortunately, she doesnt have time for any sex. i cant blame her though, of course we have been trying every night, but somehow it doesnt seem to go after foreplay. Either my younger one wakes up or my elder one. i request her to sleep without panties and she even obliges to it. i get to rub my dick against her ass and sometimes she allows me to even take a pic of her ass and legs in the morning.

But suddenly now for past 1 month, everything has come to a standstill. we are only in the foreplay now a days.

Am deeply saddened by the turn of events and i really dont know what to do. she is trying to work out on treadmill and try some weights also to be back in shape, since she delivered 2 kids in a span of 2.5 years.
sometimes i feel like going and banging some wh**e. But somehow i cant gather enough courage to do it.

Has anybody in here been in a similar situations??.. i require your help and comments to take me forward in this crucial time of life..