Let's see, this will be an interesting dive into my past!
Well, the first hint started out the first time I watched Star Wars when I was a kid. Of course, the movie I'm talking about is Return of the Jedi, and Leia's metal bikini. I remember that I thought "my gosh, that must be embarrassing to wear in front of everyone" and I really hoped that it was going to sway out of place to expose her rear end at some point. It was the perfect setting, and it never happened. I was very disappointed, but I noticed that I really was excited about the potential embarrassment of a malfunction.
When I got a bit older, I started look at girls at a way higher rate, but there was one girl in particular. She is still to this day the most beautiful girl I have ever laid my eyes on and we went in the same class as teenagers. However, she wasn't a very nice girl and was on the b*tchy side. The thing is: No ENF ever happened to her as far as I know. I just remember that I dreamed that I walked in on her naked, or that she got stripped by some girls. I just know that I wanted her to be taken down a few pegs. This resulted in fantasies of the most humiliating thing I coud imagine: Forced or accidental nudity.
Later, when I was exploring more online, I was initially searching for "pantsing" videos and so on. I then became aware of the Carrie comic strips, then Biker's drawings. The "pantsing" searches led me to this forum and I found my rightful place in the "fetish" world: ENF.
Because that's just how I am made
