One of my first girlfriends ever when I was at school... she had a bit more experience than me (I was a virgin then). I wanted to have sex with her desperately but I was just too shy to press it. All we did was kiss; we were together about three months. Then she took a shine to some other guy at school and dumped me for him.
I was devastated, totally sick about it. Then a "friend" of mine told me they'd been seen having sex at a party. I couldn't believe that I'd waited for months and this guy had basically fucked her after a couple of days.
The night I'd heard I hardly slept, I felt totally nauseous. Then eventually my mind turned to imagining them having sex, and although I was still disgusted I got weirdly aroused too. I remember I was in the shower after a night of no sleep, and I was looking at my cock and how I was a virgin, and thinking about how this other guy's cock had been inside the girl I loved.
Anyway my cock went from being soft to being hard, and I had to stroke it, and I came in about five strokes. After I died off from the shower I had another wank almost straight away.
I used to jerk off to the thought of them together for years after that.
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