You could be right, but knowing my wife I really think this is a one time event
I was totally surprised that it happened this time. I alluded to the fact that it was exciting to see my wife's reactions to the sexual attention of another man, but it was very obvious that as turned on as she was with the playing, I saw conflicting emotions in her face and body language the entire time. I saw excitement and apprehension.
I also have to admit that I too had the exact same feelings. Excitement and apprehension. I honestly never expected it to go beyond the showing and touching stage. That just wouldn't be my wife. I wasn't prepared for how far it went. Don't get me wrong, I really enjoyed it, but I wasn't mentally prepared for how far it went. I went past the point that I had mentally prepared for when he asked her if he could try something that he thought she would really enjoy, especially when he prefficed it with the comment that he knew she didn't want to have intercourse, and she agreed.
After that point, it exceeded what I had mentally prepared for. When he took off hid pants, kneeled on the floor and slid my wife down to the point where her ass was on the edge of the seat and he was between her legs, I was literraly shaking in an oh my gosh moment! I was not mentally prepared for that.
Regret? No. Blown away. Definitely!
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