candy ass
Yes I guess I am a candy ass. I could get rid of my wife, but I do love her , and if I would divorce her I would lose to much. I don't feel like someday being a lonely old man with no money living in a tiny apartment because my wife got all my money.
Also I have to admit I am enjoying her exploits with other men. If this makes me a candy ass or cuckold or wimp, or whatever you want to call me, it's fine by me.
I could go behind my wifes back and fuck other women, and maybe someday I will go this route, but for right now I'm fairly happy watching her have sex, and yes I still would like to get in her friends pants. The little bit of hand job, and blow job, weren't near enough.
I always wanted a sl*t wife, and now i have one, and I'm not ready to give her up yet. Ever since I was in high school, I have always gone for the girls who have bad reputations. The girls who would fuck anything that walked, those were the ones I always went for. The ones that would fuck around on me and then dump me. I know this isn't a normal thing, but I can't be the only person in the world with my desires, or maybe I am.
I asked my wife earlier tonight where she was for the days she left me, she told me she stayed with the guy she is fucking from work. Believe it or not I am not bothered by this at all. I told her she could fuck whoever she wanted, whenever she wanted. All I ask of her is that she either tell me about her adventures, or let me watch her. I also asked her tonight when I could start watching her again, she said maybe in a couple of weeks, if I behave myself.
I guess some people will think I am sick in the head or a pervert, but right now this kind of lifestyle is bringing me a lot of pleasure. Maybe some day this will change and I won't want this kind of lifestyle, I really don't know.
If our relationship upsets anyone , just let me know and I won't post anymore about us. I will just keep my wifes adventures for myself to enjoy. I will also get a lot more sleep if I don't post anymore, I don't type, spell, or relate stories very well, so to post something takes me at least an hour or more.
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