[Tinamarie]

Obviously I've had a lot of time to think about this over and over again during the last 5 years. When my husband got his vasectomy we already had 3 boys and to be honest, my boys ran me ragged as they grew up. We knew we we're done having children, which is why my husband got a vasectomy. On the other hand, our daughter is the sweetest little girl and we relish every day we have with her. She is so different than her big brothers. When that boy had intercourse with me and came onside of me, I was sickened by the thought of what I had let happen. Our life together was turned upside down when this game got out of hand and I ended up pregnant. It wasn't until Sarah was born that everything magically turned from regret to joy.
If I had to do it over again, knowing what a wonderful outcome would come from it, I still wouldn't do it again. I had never been with anyone other than my husband before that one time, nor have I ever been eith anyone since
I love my husband, and I really love my daughter. I even appreciate a horny college boy for giving me a special gift that even my husband couldn't. But even with such a wonderful outcome, I wouldn't want to have to relive the hurt and anguish we went through for 9 months before our daughter arrive and finally put an end to that.