[Tinamarie]

One of the users asked me if I felt this was a big mistake. That also is a deep question. When it was happening I knew I'd made a major mistake. Here I was on the bed in our van, with my skirt pushed up around my waist, and a super aroused college boy rutting in my vagina, and all I was trying to do is catch a glance of my husband through the eindow as he came to my rescue and put a stop to this. Sure it was a mistake. I should not have been teasing this to the extent that I did knowing that all we wanted to do was use this exercise of turning him on as a way to help us get turned as well. I should never have consented to go outside with him. I was obviously sending this boy the wrong signals. By my actions I was telling him that I wanted him, when I only thought that I was doing some harmless teasing. I set myself up to allow this boy to have intercourse with me when I got in the van with him. Neither my husband or myself should have drank as much as we did, and then I'm sure things would have gone differently. Granted I was extremely aroused as long as I felt I was in control while teasing this poor boy.
long story short, yes there were a lot of mistakes made, but we never viewed our sweet little daughter as a mistake. I might have felt like the intercourse was a major nightmare, and especially when I missed my period and got the confirmation that I was indeed pregnant, it turned into a dream come true when they placed my little blond hair, blue eyed little girl in my arms right after she was born. At that moment, the mistake was forgotten, and joy filled both my husband and myself as we gazed upon the sweet present that college boy had given us.