[Crankdingo]

I have been trying to get my wife to cuck me through intentional underperformance every month or so when I get penetrational sex. Premature ejaculation, poor hard ons, and use of little more than an inch or so of my soft cock have been the strategy. To facilitate this over the last few months I have taken to watching my porn, or taking a shower, and jerking to the edge of orgasm, going soft, and repeating. I am trying not to cum unless it is inside her pussy, so that leads to up to four to six weeks without an orgasm. It is amazing in that with a few strokes on my limp dick i gan get to the edge of orgasm without even getting hard. I am on about a month now since i last fucked my wife and I can feel my swolen and somewhat tender balls constantly. This is about as long as I have gone since I was twelve or so, other than a couple weeks courtesy of a medical condition, and I am in my early forties now. Usually after about two weeks I cant take it any more and relieve myself. I plan to follow through this time.

I also think that my next experiment will be that the second i drain my swolen balls into my wife's incredible early thirties sn*tch i will pull out and try to not touch my dick at all until i am feeding Mr. Floppy into her c*nt again. Thus, no jerking, no scratching, sitting down when i piss so i dont have to touch anything, and that sort of thing. I have tried that for a day or so in my cum abstinance stretches and it is excrutiating.

She's got to start wanting a proper fuck one of these days .....

How fucked up is that?