My Ex Boyfriend
 

I am happily married. However, sometimes, I can't help but think about my ex boyfriends. One night, when I went out with my friends for a "girls night out", we all got to talking about some of the best sex we had. Well, I began talking about the guy I dated my freshman year of college. Well, as the night went on, and the shots kept coming, I decided to do something daring. I went to the girls room and snapped a topless photo of myself and sent it to my ex boyfriend through facebook messenger with the line, "I will still fuck you. Would you still fuck me?". He immediately responded. Needless to say, I ended up at his house and we had crazy sex.....to begin with....Then, he got super controlling and dominant. Made me bark like a dog and oink like a pig while he was fucking me in the ass. He spit on me while I was blowing him. He pretty much hate fucked me. After he made me swallow his cum, he literally, kicked me out of his house. He later left me a message on FB, "You must be a dumb b*tch to think that I would want anything from you except your holes!". He made me feel terrible. I also realized that he had a topless photo of me. He literally owns a piece of me forever. But it's my fault for wanting him one last time. I guess I get what I ask for.

What do you guys think? Was I wrong to do this? Should I feel bad?

Should you feel bad?
 

You shouldn't feel bad about responding to a perfectly natural urge. He should feel bad, but from what you wrote, I doubt if he will. You did nothing to be ashamed of, except perhaps if you cheated on your husband.

Ex
 

He is the pig.

Wow!
 

You gave him a gift and he sh*t on it.
"Pig" is not strong enough. The ex is a real f*cking asshole and doesn't deserve any woman, much less a woman like you. :mad:

For sure the way he treated you was inaccetable. On the other hand difficult to judge completely. If you betrayed him in your relationship while he thought you were a happy couple, he might thought this is a chance for revenge or pay back. Still the way he did was horrible no matter what happened between you in any Case. Hope you will not take it to your heart much and can continue your happy marriage without thinking about this incident.

That was a little weird about the text and photo. Most people don't give their Ex the ability to bring harm to their marriage like that. Would he follow up with some weird thing like contacting your husband or blackmailing you for another assignation. So strange you did THAT part of it.

Otherwise I'm happy for the two of you having crazy sex. Crazy sex is always a good thing.

Re his style of love making toward the end: was that entirely out of the blue in inconsistent with your former style of love making? If he established a new fetish style since college, he should have told you or asked you before going in that direction. Even subtle comments like, "Can I treat you like a sl*t victim?" or similar, would have satisfied this.

I once had a blast from the past experience, and she asked me if she could humiliate me and I said yes. What I mean is, I was prepared for it. He should have laid SOME kind of ground work for it all.

Sounds like some 50 shades malarkey going on here. You're getting off on the fact that he treated you that way and has a pic of you. And, as you say, he literally owns a piece of you forever. You don't write that unless you're into that.
Only issue I see is hubby.

Somehow I think you enjoyed the treatment he gave you. You truly wanted to be used like that. Am I totally wrong about this or does it still make you wet to think about it?

Hard to feel sorry for a woman who claims to be happily married, but screws her old bf on a whim....unless your in an open marriage