I have WAY calmed down about that now, and am simply a candaulist, pure and simple. I have voyed by wife twice - once for my brother to see (and I saw his) and once for purposely humiliating her, about a year into our marriage, and I totally got off on it. But I am different now, and calmer. I would never do that again, though at the time it was balls out fun! I suppose I do have a secret streak in me, that I could never share with her, where I would want to see her stripped naked and humiliated, such as in front of 8 criminals at a jail where she had to strip search in front of them. She will not let me photograph her, but she will go to nudist resorts with me. We go to the one in Jacumba, CA. She will do hot springs with me, and be nude in front of others. Two rules: there must be a M/F couple we talk to and not random men, and no cameras. Happy to discuss things with you when you have a moment. Enjoy your Saturday.
Yes, I would like a discussion. I do have one for you also, and mine is written out. I did my best to write the truth about my past and began this account before I was married. The only pic I ever posed and it's still up is my former secretary, neck to knees nude, totally hidden camera voyeured. Now that I'm married and occasionally have an outlet for sexual excitement, my voyeur days are behind my actually doing it. However, I do occasionally compliment others who post here.
I threw out all of my camera stuff and vid I made and even jpegs, and sometimes I do regret it. Seeing every woman you know in the nude (parents have a pool with a cabana) and sharing this with your brother and best friend who also got off on it) can warp your mind a bit. This is why my stuff from 2007 here was to into secretly humiliating a woman through voy or ENF, and I coined the expression here, HNF. I really did.