Self humiliation:!anyone into this?

[Crankdingo]

OK fellow OCC perves, I would love to hear if anyone else is into this. For background, I'm married to a beautiful Indian woman who is a total prude and who basically does not have sex with me beyond what it took in the first couple months of marriage to start a family. Apparently I am no longer needed for sex. This means, de facto, that I do not please her in the bedroom, and that my lovemaking has somehow rendered her fridgid to me. She apparently has no interest in other men either. I have become obsessed with the fantasy of another bigger and more macho man breaking her ice and doing what I have failed to do - provided of of course that I get my seconds.

We have the same family doctor. He's about 50, single, handsome, and clearly a player (all the women in his office are hot and/or milfy, and we have both seen him zipping about town in his convertible with some new hot young thing). He is more studly than me, and I have imagined my wife with him many times. I have also caught him checking her out on several occasions when we have been at the same social events. About a year ago I asked for a prescription for Viagra that I did not need (at 40 I still get good wood even if I am the only one tha plays with it), just to start planting the seed with him that she's unsatisfied. I acted it up, acted embarrassed, pretended to be shy about it, and made some comments to him about a lack of ability to keep up with this young wan 10 years my junior. It was all total bullshit but he wrote the 'scrip anyway.

I am having this fantasy about asking him about enzyte or eztenxe (supposed size enhancers), and trying to get into a conversation with him about penis size and satisfying his patient and my wife. I want to tell him how my erect penis is really not much bigger than my flaccid one (he won't know one way or th other), and want to tell him how my wife is used to so much bigger and manly men, and that we have big problems in the bedroom. While we do, it is not due to penis size, my loads or my manliness overall. But, I want to tell him thatit is, that my wife is unsatisfied and that she has had many lovers in the past who were so much bigger than me that she's reLly in need of satisfaction. The truth is that she lost her virginity to me and has only been with me, but I want to "confess" to her doctor how she's a craven sl*t, but that she plays the roll of the quiet married woman and hides her past.

This would be humiliating to me and would likely add something to her future visits to doctor horndog, even if it was just in his head.

1)anyone else into this?

2) can anyone see the downside?

I guess one cannot go back from this type of action, but it intrigues me so. I'd be happy to get any thoughts any of you Occ perves may have on this self humiliation topic.

[jjanda_2000]

Originally Posted by Crankdingo

. . . I'd be happy to get any thoughts . . .

- Hopefully you've achieved your self-humiliation goal by posting this. If you still need more, post your wife's email address so someone here can forward her this link.

[Crankdingo]

So much for that supposedly supportive and friendly Occ community. I guess if I posted a picture of some nasty looking old woman I could get 50 people to comment on how good she looks, but ask about a perversion that can't be so uncommon and get ripped on. Nobody out there has humiliation fantasies or experience to contribute?

[Crankdingo]

Originally Posted by 024289

You mean, apart from telling a family friend that your wife's a sl*t?

Well yea, there's that. I would be making that up, but would likely ask for medical advice indicating that I cannot seem to please her. With the follow up questions I could then explain about my size, premature ejaculation, and that sort of thing. I have thought of saying I am smaller than she is used to; that sort of thing. I would see if that drew out more questions in the interest of science.

Like
I said, I'm mulling it all over in my head.

[ginas1989]

2) can anyone see the downside?

The downside is if the doctor is ethical your approach probably won't matter.

But that doesn't mean you shouldn't do it if it really turns you on.

And actually, have a fetish for being humiliated is not uncommon. I've met many men that did and have written stories about some that I've dominated, even though I'm just a tiny little thing. I'll tell them their weiner is small too at the drop of a hat. I told one guy his cock was so small I couldn't see how he'd even father children. He loved it and jacked to orgasm while I was insulting him.

[Crankdingo]

Originally Posted by ginas1989

I've met many men that did and have written stories about some that I've dominated, even though I'm just a tiny little thing. He loved it and jacked to orgasm while I was insulting him.

I'm sure me and other readers would love to hear more of this or read the stories. You are free to paste one into this thread if you like.

It is also nice to get a woman's perspective.

[ginas1989]

I'm sure me and other readers would love to hear more of this or read the stories. You are free to paste one into this thread if you like.

It is also nice to get a woman's perspective.

I hate to do this, because I would LOVE to share the actual stories.... After all the whole reason I wrote them in the first place is because I have an intense passion for erotica and this stuff actually turns me on. I wouldn't devote so much time to it otherwise.

But alas, I can't post any actual stories I've written -- because I'm a professional writer and my publisher owns the legal rights to them. (I know, I'm a sellout, but a gal has to eat... and I'm not really good at much else other than writing. I barely get by as it is.)

I'd tell you where you could find some of them being offered for free, but I don't want to violate site policy here. I'm sure my publisher would love for me to do it... hell he makes me promote on twitter every single day. But he wouldn't care that I got banned here either... and I don't want to chance it cause I really like this site.

I'd be directing you to an ebook distribution page that contained both free and pay materials, so I'm pretty sure that would not go over well with the OCC site operators.

But I will continue to interject into conversations. I know it's not the same. Sorry!

[Crankdingo]

Gina- can't blame a guy for trying. We'll skip the copyright debate for now.

I would love to hear how you work humiliation of the man onto your routine. Also, I have thought of various things I could bring up at the appointment that would emasculate me and change this doctor's perception of my wife. I want him to want to fuck her (which he likely does already), and to suddenly think that it could happen, or perceive her as a ticking adultery time bomb.

I also, to this day, jerk off thinking about some of the times I have lost women to other men. This includes situations where I was flirting with and believed myself to be close to bedding several women, only to lose them in a "sword fight" with another dude. This happened a few years back when a guy who wastagging along on a golf weekend with me and several buddies scored with a young woman I had been wooing at this resort for years, and whom I invited to one of our after hours parties. Not only that, but he fucked her brutally (the whole condo could hear), and repeatedly over three days, the whole time bragging about it, sharing details, and degrading this girl that I had such a tender crush on.

How ficked up is that?

[ginas1989]

Well, in my own life, I discovered early on that when I'm involved in a sexual situation another side of me, a whole different Gina, steps up and takes control. That Gina is not at all shy about expressing what she wants. I've been known to direct guys to masturbate for me beforehand so that I could be sure they weren't distracted by their own desires while pleasing me.

I know it's selfish and I admit it, but it's just who I am, sorry to say.

After sex, I'm a lot more mellow (usually) and most guys who know me in real life would absolutely freak if they knew what I was like in the bedroom!

[Crankdingo]

Gina, is that your ass in your avitar?