Friends with benefits

[indym]

I know there are some friends with benefits stories spread throughout this forum, but I figured it was ok to start a dedicated thread.

First off, I have a current friends with benefits relationship going on that will probably end this fall, unfortunately. I guess the one positive of covid for me is that I have a neighbor who has been home from college staying next door. She will be going back to campus in the fall, and my fun is going to come to an end.

For those of you that have been in one of these relationships, did they sort of just naturally end or was there a blow-up that caused things to stop? Her parents are my neighbors, so her father (in particular) finding out would make make our fun end pretty fast.

My relationship started off pretty innocently, and probably just started because of boredom. It would have probably never started if we were long term neighbors, but we've only lived next to each other for about 4 years (new neighborhood). She (I'll call her L) is certainly attractive and we have always been friendly. Her parents are both really nice and I'd say we are all pretty decent friends. We have the codes to each others garages and hang out at least a couple of times a month on the weekend.

Anyway, I've worked from home since the start of covid. In early April of 2020, I was in my home office and I saw L walking across my front yard to my door carrying her laptop. She wasn't dressed really inappropriately, but not like I usually see her, either. She had on some running shorts and a t-shirt, which just was not how she normally dressed. She looked like she had been lounging around. Long story short, the internet at their house was acting up and she was supposed to have a zoom call with her class and professor. What I got out of it was that some teachers didn't really care about how they connected and others were really particular about having their camera on and proving that they are paying attention. Essentially, she was desperate to get connected and I quickly helped her get connected to my internet. Sort of a funny side note, when she was beating on my door asking to use the internet I could hardly understand what she was asking for. If it would have been almost anyone else, I think I wouldn't have helped so quickly.

I set her up in my office area and grabbed my laptop and went to the kitchen table. She had her zoom class and came to the kitchen to thank me for bailing her out. I have to say, she looked cute as hell standing there and just looked completely different to me. We've seen each other a lot, and I don't want to paint her a prissy, but I'd never seen her looking so casual and like she just got out of bed. When a pretty woman thanks you (at least me), I think the default response is "anytime and it wasn't a problem at all" haha. With that she headed back to her house. I figured a crisis was averted and that was the end of that.

I'll type more about my situation later, but she was back the next morning at my house.

The sex is great and she is up for almost anything I suggest. I'm quite a bit older than she is (20 years) and I think her attitude is just a lot different than when I was her age. It seems like hooking up isn't such a big deal, oral is like first base now, and talking about sex is very casual. Which... makes me a little nervous. I don't think she wants her dad knowing about us (I certainly don't), but I'm not sure what she shares with her mom. She seems to have more of a sister type thing going on with her, but I don't think she would ever say anything. I do know that she has told at least two female friends, because she has stopped and texted with them mid-blow job before (again, maybe it is a younger generation thing... but if you have my dick in your mouth you can wait to txt? haha). I know she told them because I asked her what was going on each time, a little worried that it was mom or dad was asking why she was not at home. She flat out said who it was and that she told them she was chilling with me (by name) and giving me a blowjob. I freaked out each time, obviously, and she just laughed.

For those that are in or have been part of these relationships, were they completely casual or did feelings start to creep in? I obviously care for L, but I have no intention of us being a couple. When I've asked her about who else she sees, she pretty much ignores my question. I think she would tell me or I'd start to see less of her. Maybe I'm just a safe dick, but I worry feelings could make this go down a bad path. I'm still fucking others and while I don't bring that up with her, I've never made it sound like we are exclusive. For me, it has been an amazing year and I think it has been fun for her too.

[indym]

I really do want to hear your FWB experiences and thoughts. For me, typing it out is somehow a bit the****utic. For whatever reason, I’ve been thinking about some of my adventures recently, present and past. I know these are long posts, but for me, I enjoy the buildup and context about how it started. Jumping straight to fucking my next-door neighbor just seems weird to me.

I also want to say that this is how it happened to the best of my memory, and I’m probably guilty of filling in gaps a little how I want to remember them. This isn’t a long-ago thing (started a year ago and is still going on), though.

A couple of things I want to share before I forget about them. For not living with me, L probably has more clothes at my place than at her house. I love a sexy pair of panties, but it is the woman in them that gets me hard. L has left more panties at my place than I thought it was possible to own. I’ve ordered her LOTs of new panties and clothes, and I wonder what her mom thinks when doing the laundry since L doesn’t work. In my experience, moms notice that stuff .

The laundry at my house is rolling the dice. My boxers, her sock, a random pair of women’s pj bottoms, a thong… it is always an adventure sorting clothes. I never know what she has put in my clothes hamper or where panties are going to be found. I had to do a search of my house before some long-time friends of mine and my ex-wife came over because I was worried about what they would find in a couch cushion or a bathroom. I’m not embarrassed by it, but I’d rather not have to explain a skimpy pair panties . She gets naked all over the place, but I think she enjoys hiding her panties, too.

About her mom, I have suspicions that her mom knows that she comes over sometimes, but not that we fuck like rabbits. L has shared that her mom has commented at home that she feels sorry for me since my divorce… something along the lines of me not dating. I’m not sure why she keeps track of my dating status. When we all hang out, she has asked if I’m dating anyone, to which I always answer no. I thought about being a smart ass and saying that I am seeing this great girl, but I thankfully thought better of that. Next thing, they would want me to bring her over for dinner or drinks. Surprise, it is your daughter, and we fuck almost every single day!

L’s mom and dad are not prudes at all, and I know they have had some wild times. L has shared that her mom has even jokingly said that I probably have blue balls, how does that come up in conversation? My lovely smartass L sometimes greets me in the morning with a “Hi… poor thing, I bet my mom thinks you have blue balls today”. How do you respond to that level of trash talk?

[indym]

Anyway, I left off with L going back home and me being a little bit unexpectedly turned on about her casual look. As an aside, while I’ve fucked several younger women, they really are not my turn-on. Sure, I like looking at an attractive woman, but my earliest relationships were with women in almost the exact reverse scenario where I was the one in my early 20s, and they were in their 40s or even slightly older. While consensual fun with a young lady is fantastic (haha…maybe that is why I buy new cars all the time, I like the new car/pussy smell), I don’t exactly set out that way. I have a niece in the same age range as L, and while I’d NEVER consider doing anything with her, I do like it when she comes with her friends to visit (I’m not very far from the beach, so I’m a getaway destination). If anyone is interested, I can share a little bit about that later.

So, after L left, I got back to work in my office and couldn’t stop thinking about her. Just pervy thoughts, but I couldn’t stop wondering if she had a bra on and were her tits moving around more than normal. When she was leaving, did it look like she had panties on, or was she jiggling around in her running shorts a little too much. Completely ridiculous things to fixate on, and I guess I was just horny, but she excited me a little more than she had before. I never really thought much about her when I’d get together with her parents and probably secretly thought about her mom more than I should have lol.

Like any horned up guy, I did what had to be done and searched for something on xhamster that I could relieve myself to . I’ll look at any nice naked female, but I tried to search for videos that sort of reminded me of her. I keyed in college girls and really focused on the amateur content. I even searched for running shorts and found a video titled milf in running shorts that, while not explicit, I really liked. Once I got down that rabbit hole of vids, I relieved myself and got back to business.

I couldn’t shake it from my mind, though, and probably revisited those searches a couple more times that night. When I started working the next morning, I probably had one hand on my personal laptop looking for porn and the other on my work laptop paying the bills. My personal computer usually sits on the left side of my desk, and it is open most of the time, so I can pop over to answer an email or look up something. I used to it being there and peripherally available.

I had been working away as much as I could, and just before 10, I see L coming up the walkway to my front door again. I probably was slightly annoyed and excited, to be honest. On the one hand, I definitely wanted to see her, and on the other, I was looking forward to a little bit of hands-on personal time. Thinking about it now, I was probably a little irritated that she was going to interrupt my ability to jack off to her lol. How is that for some messed-up logic?

Pretty much the same drill as the day before. She needed to get online for a class, and it was a pretty short conversation. She was sort of coming in as soon as I answered the door. She turned right and headed into my office and was plopping down in my chair and I disconnected my work laptop from the other side of my desk and retreated to the kitchen. She had similar shorts on and a little strappy shirt. Again, she looked like she had not been out of bed very long.

Needless to say, I couldn’t concentrate much on work. About an hour later, she came out to me in the kitchen and asked if I had anything to drink. I had coffee going and offered her some or whatever else I had in the refrigerator. I think I said something along the lines of just make yourself at home, which she did without hesitation. As she rummaged through my refrigerator and kitchen, I didn’t miss the chance to check her out. I had really not had time to pay attention to the details of what she had on when she burst in, but checking her out now, it absolutely looked like she had just got up. I don’t know for sure, but it looked like she had pj shorts on instead of real shorts. Nothing obscene, but they were short and pretty thin looking. Her strappy top was just about too short to fully cover her stomach, but again nothing really inappropriate. If she was dressed this way when I was at her house hanging out with her mom and dad, I’d bet that dad would say something to her if that puts it into perspective.

We chitchatted for a little bit, the way that people do when they don’t have much in common, but they are friendly. I asked her about her class and how it went, and she said she didn’t really like it and hated that it was so early (lol, I guess I am old now that 10 is early). I asked when her next zoom call was, and she told me at 1, which I assumed she would go home since it was only about 11:30ish at this point. I asked her if she needed to use my internet for that class, and I got a straight “yes”… not an “if you don’t mind “or “could I”. I didn’t mind her being over at my place for sure, but I needed to work, and I had cranking one off on my mind, too.

I told her to make herself at home, pointed out where the bathroom was and told her I need to get back to work for a little bit. I mentioned that I’d just leave the door unlocked for her and got a sort of grunting acknowledgment from her. I mention this because it isn’t the last grunting acknowledgment that I’ve gotten from her . I assumed she would go back to her place in a few minutes, and I’d see her later.

When I walked around my desk, my personal laptop was still open. It had a blank screen, but it was still open. I touched the unlock sensor and a maximized video from xhamster of a college girl on her knees sucking a guy off (amateur) was up. All I could think was that I was completely fucked at this point. My heart was beating so fast that I almost couldn’t think straight, and I felt like I was in trouble, as weird as that sounds. I’m a grown man who has had some awesome sexual adventures, and I felt like a teenager who just got busted. I remember that feeling so vividly.

Making matters even worse, L started walking into my office and straight to behind my desk. I don’t remember my exact thought, but I thought I was going to get confronted. I went to shut the laptop but really slammed the screen shut… because that would save me, right haha? L just smiled a little at me and reached for her laptop instead. I didn’t say a word, I don’t think I could have formed a sentence. I figured she would head straight for the front door, but instead, she turned right and headed back towards the kitchen area. Apparently, her plan was to stay until her next class, and now I’m stuck in my office thinking the worst. I’m not embarrassed that others know I look at porn or get embarrassed over much. All I could think of is L telling her folks and getting confronted about it. I’m reasonably friendly with all my neighbors, and I literally thought I’d have to move once gossip of the pervert neighbor who wants to fuck your college daughters got spread around.

I tried to get back to work, but I was just clicking around and doing nothing. For better or worse, I figured that I should go apologize to L and try to minimize the damage as much as I could. Once I mustered the courage, I headed to L and found her in the great room (just off the kitchen), sitting on my couch with her feet up on the cushions and her laptop balancing on her knees. I’m not sure if I’m doing the visual justice, but it isn’t a very modest way to sit when you are wearing thin shorts, and she might as well have been sitting in her panties due to how the material of her shorts had ridden up.

I sat in a chair across from her, not intending to keep looking but because it was the closest place to sit, and I thought I was going to faint, haha. I started off by saying, “I need to talk to you”, and she sort of peeked around her laptop at me before closing it. The gist of what I said next was that if she saw anything on my laptop that I was sorry, and I didn’t mean for her to see it. I probably said I was sorry 10 more times as I rambled along. Her only response was that it was ok and no problem.

Completely awkward, we set in silence for probably 10 seconds that seemed like an hour, and she opened the lid back up on her laptop. So now I’m sitting there not knowing what to do but feeling like I might get a reprieve from death row! So like any person that just survived a near-death experience my eyes wandered back to her crotch. It was really just a glance, but she looked really good! L started to move a little, which snapped me out of it and I sort of jumped to my feet. I think we were both a little startled by the quick movement, actually. L looked around her laptop at me again, and I turned to go back to my office and try to work a little. I really wanted to go crank one out, but my big head was thankfully in charge.

The rest of the afternoon was more or less boring. I popped out of the office occasionally to get a drink from the kitchen, and I made a pizza for us as a late lunch. To give L credit, she really acted like nothing had happened, and she did make me relax a little. Probably around 4ish, she came to the office carrying her laptop and set it down on my desk. She bent down to slip on her shoes to get ready to go. She was facing my desk and struggling to slip her foot in vs. actually untying her shoes.

Once she got her shoes on, she stood up and thanked me for letting her use the internet. I stood up and told her no problem and apologized again for my laptop. I probably should have left that alone, but it was still on my mind, especially since she was going home. She grinned and said, “no problem,” and gave me a little hug. She just wrapped her arms around me and gave me a quick squeeze while putting her head into my chest.

Again, I’m sorry for the long build-up, but I wanted to share the context of how we started things off. Not a Dear Hustler type of beginning, haha.

L didn’t come back the next day, which made me think she was probably done visiting. I did see her go for a walk and sort of glance at my office window as she walked by on the sidewalk, and I thought this doubly reinforced that she would not be back over. I chalked this up to a near-miss of having a pissed-off dad and mom at my door and actually felt a little relieved.

I'll post more when I have time to write about it. Probably in the next day or so.

[nectcouple]

Id say you are a lucky man! Interesting story. Loving it so far!

[indym]

I've gone back and forth about posting a picture of L. I've followed the "How risky is it to post face pics?" thread, and I'd never do that... even if she said she wanted to.

I'm mainly a bad video guy that struggles to film and fuck at the same time haha. I get so turned on filming that I either cum before I'm ready or end up filming my feet or something as equally boring.

Sorry if you think this picture sucks, but it is the best I can do with cropping and hiding things. L has an amazing body, at least I think so!

[indym]

Originally Posted by nectcouple

Id say you are a lucky man! Interesting story. Loving it so far!

Thanks! I worry that the details are boring, but I've found typing them out is very exciting for me. I'm actually a little down right now because of it, though. The whole friends with benefits thing, to me, implies it is just casual sex. As I've typed it out, I think we are a couple, not just friends, and that is going to come to an end later this year.

[nectcouple]

Not boring for me. I enjoy the background...even in videos I don't want the first frame to be someone fucking. I want to see how they got here.

[rold63]

Great story! Can't wait to read the next installment. L's body is amazing, you're a lucky man! Try not to dwell on the possibility of it coming to an end, you never know what can happen. Just enjoy.

[indym]

The following day, I was quite surprised to see L coming up my walk with an arm full of things around 9:00ish. When I opened the door, I think I got a “hi” from her as she was already stepping in. She had her computer and an arm full of clothes, which caught my attention. She almost stepped around me as she turned into the office and plopped everything on the corner of my desk in one big heap. Instead of asking if she could use my internet, she asked if she could get ready. I really didn’t know what to think about that request. Of course, she could get ready, but I’m sure I had a bit of a weird look on my face as I tried to process why. I told her, “sure,” and she started to sort out her clothes from her other things. Piled on my desk were jumbled up black leggings, a t-shirt, a black bra, and pair of black panties. She also had a couple of bottles of what looked like hair product, but my eyes were on her panties .

I wasn’t actually sure where to take her at that point. I have a smallish half-bath just off the kitchen, and my master bedroom is on the first floor, too. I told her that she knows where the bathroom is and pointed to my bedroom if she needed more room. L headed straight for my bedroom, shutting the door behind her. I didn’t really care, but I was slightly embarrassed that my room was a mess.

I went back to work and lost track of time. In probably 30 mins L ducked into my office, clean with wet hair and dressed. I thought she was just changing clothes, but apparently, she took a shower. I figured she was out in the kitchen. L was definitely dressed casually, which made me wonder why she needed to get ready at my place?

I have a couch along the wall in front of my desk, and when she walked in, she plopped her dirty clothes on the cushion cushion by the door. She grabs her laptop off my desk and is out the door of my office. You’d think we had lived together for years by how casually she is making herself at home. I’m not complaining, but it wasn’t exactly what I expected.

I continue to work away, but I’m distracted. Looking just right of my monitor, I can clearly see her clothes maybe 5 feet away. Jumbled together is the pair of shorts and top she was wearing. I didn’t see a bra, but partially on top and partially covered by her other clothes was a tiny thong. I’m a panty guy and just seeing that thong sitting there had me getting aroused. After a bit, I got up to get coffee, and L was in the kitchen doing a zoom call. She sort of turned her head and grinned at me and then turned back to her screen. I refilled my coffee, went back to my office, and then thought about my bedroom. Since she was distracted on her call, I figured I would go use the restroom and see how bad of shape I had left things in for my unexpected guest.

Like a typical 20 something-year-old, she left the light on in my bathroom and only through luck remembered to turn the water off, haha. Looking around my bathroom, it was obvious that she did make herself at home. Long blond hair was all around the sink, and who knows where else. I got divorced a couple of years ago, but I had to remind myself that blond hair in my bathroom was ok . It made me chuckle now because I thought she was comfortable around me because she didn’t perceive me as anything other than her parent’s friend and an older guy.

When I went back to my office, I guessed that she still had 30 mins or so of class before she was off of zoom. I figured this was my only time to check out her panties and with my back to the door, I sort of blocked the view if she followed me and gave them a good inspection. I won’t go into that detail, but it was obvious they had been worn, and I would have done nasty things with them if I was alone ;-) I tucked them back the way that I thought she left them and tried to work a little.

The rest of the mid-day was sort of uneventful. I ordered us lunch through ubereats, took a break, and talked a little bit. We talked about remote classes and if she like them, which she had mixed feelings about. She missed being at school and having her freedom but really liked not having to sit in a lecture hall. L then commented that she really liked hanging out at my house and she hated being alone at her parent’s place. I figured that pretty much explained everything… she just wanted to be around someone, and I was as good of a choice as anyone.

I told her that I liked having her around and that she could do her school work from here whenever she wanted as long as everyone was ok with that. She didn’t really respond to that, and I didn’t push it. I let her know that if she wanted to keep coming over, she could let herself in instead of ringing the doorbell. And, if it looked like I was on a call, just to be quiet until I was done. I didn’t want a bunch of questions from nosy co-workers about who was at my house, especially her.

I gave her the code to my door and, probably more like her dad, explained not to abuse it by making my house the party place. She sort of rolled her eyes at me like I’m sure her parents have seen before.

A little after three, she popped back into my office and plopped down on the couch. At first, I thought she was bored, but then I could tell she was waiting to talk to me about something. I wasn’t on a call, but I was wrapping up an email and asked her to hang on a second. It took me probably a min or so, and I slid my chair around, so I wasn’t sitting behind my monitor. She looked a little nervous, which made me a little nervous, to be honest. She basically thanked me for being so chill with her and that this was the first good week she has had in a while. I don’t want to paint the picture that she was depressed, but I think being home was not very fun for her.

I told her that she was welcome over here anytime and I liked her company too. I felt really connected to her at that moment, and after talking about it later, she said that she did too. We have a difference of opinion of who initiated the next move, but she is probably right… I guess I sort of opened my arms for a hug, and she stood up and came around the end of my desk to me. Because of the way I was sitting in my office chair, L stepped between my legs for a hug. She kind of wrapped her arms around my shoulders/neck, and I wrapped my arms around her waist. My head was pressed right into her chest, which wasn’t on purpose. My hands/arms kind of naturally fell across her ass, which at first didn’t even register to me. Without really thinking about it, I sort of rubbed and patted her ass a few times and then stopped when I realized what I had done. I pulled back from her a little bit so I could look up, she was looking down at me with a slight smile. I patted her ass a few more times and then pulled back from our embrace.

L stood there for few seconds, and I said thanks for coming to talk to me. She smiled widely this time like I had made her day. She spun around and headed back to the kitchen to work or do something. The hug felt really good but I didn’t expect things to go past this. I figured we would flirt a little when she came over, and I’d occasionally jack off thinking about her if I were particularly horny (meaning every day).

As it got closer to five, L stopped in the doorway to my office with a big smile on her face telling me that she needed to head home. I got up to say goodbye and shut the front door behind her as she left, and this time (I don’t care what she says about who initiated it), she reached out to hug me. I’m pretty tall (6’6’), so I sort of leaned down to hug her, and we must have stood there for 30 seconds squeezing each other. As I started to lean back to break our hug, she looked up with what I will go to my grave arguing was a kiss me look. L claims that isn’t what she was doing, but I pecked her on the lips. The next kiss isn’t up for debate as we both wanted that one . This was more than a peck, and we were both into it. I grabbed her ass like I’d never touched one before, and we probably kissed for a good minute before we stopped. She grinned at me and she left to go home.

A bit of detail as to why she was always going home at the same time… her parents came home around 5:30. Thankfully, we were on the same page about the fewer people who knew about her coming over, the better.

My mind was all over the place about what had just happened. I knew for sure that If I didn’t relieve some pressure, I was going to explode. I don’t remember where I was with my work, but I do know that I was done for the day haha. Going back into my office to shut my computer down, I realized that she had left her clothes on the couch. Without going into the details, I smelled, licked, and rubbed her panties on my dick a few times that night. I must have cummed a gallon before I went to bed.

[indym]

Sorry for the heavy cropping, but I thought some of you might like to see that ass I patted and rubbed.