It's not that she enjoys it. She is sexually stimulated by it. What I mean is that in her mind, she is still embarrassed and possibly humiliated, but is further embarrassed that her body is betraying her by being aroused by it. She wants to fight it with every fiber of her being, but the more she thinks about it, the hornier she gets, and the more humiliated she becomes, which causes her to get hornier. In the end, she'll feel like her life is ruined, but she is too high on her sexual thrill to do anything about it
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