Frustrated writer
I have so much swirling around in my pea brain, but getting it on paper is another issue. I love erotic stories, real or fiction, and want to create a few of my own, but there is my lack of enough imagination to get going.
One of my favorites is the subject of inc*st. Now to me, for the most part, a non issue. Now, older guys with younger girls should never happen. My interest is in adult inc*st, where it should not be an issue in any way. In my younger years, the thought of inc*st was not ever there. My first sexual encounter with a girl, happened with my sister. I have an idea that that happens often. I started dating in 6th grade, but never got very close to any of the girls. While a teen, I did develop a unusual relationship with my mother. She had severe back issues and needed treatments every night. During times when my father was out of town, on business, she asked me to do the honors. Doing this meant that her backside needed to be bare, all the way down to her butt. The first couple nights she got undressed but left her panties on, the rest of her was on display. Starting the third night, she was naked and didn't seem to mind at all.
Of course this was very hard on a 16 year old guy. My mother never did anything that could be seen as sexual, but I was sure wishing I had a way to be as naked as she was. Looking back, what I needed was a skill I learn much later, and that was massage and back rubs. I have an idea that things might have gotten more interesting if I was able to make her back feel a lot better, with hands on therapy. What I learned many years later, was how "experienced" my mother really was, sexually. Sadly, I learned this after her death. But, during my mothers time spent in the Hollywood area, where she was taking art lessons with Edith Head, famous fashion designer. She was also running with the "Rat Pack" in the 30's, and I imagine she saw her share of dicks. I do know that she always treated much more as an adult, than my father ever did. She could have been an excellent teacher...
During my time of growing up, I did have friends who were doing a cousin or sister, and while the adults might have objected, there were no obvious problems. Later, I found that older adults didn't seem to care if they were related to their partner or not. My sister was married to one fellow, for a while, and I was doing one of his sisters. While this was not truly inc*st, it was still fun. I had one woman friend who was made pregnant when she was 12, by her father. The resulting son, was the spitting image of her father...
Another example was a friend I worked with at a photo lab. He and his wife had adopted 2 boys and 1 girl, who were brother and sister. They were great kids. One time the girl was telling me about a family reunion they went to, without their parents, but with their grandparents. Seems that there was a lot of cousins doing cousins and the grandparents didn't mind. She said that she had a great time and I could see where she might. With her being 16, I would have loved to make her happy too.
A favorite theme I would like to write about, would involve a father who was now alone, and his daughter who would be in her thirties or so. She would move in and they, over time, would become a couple. A great example of a man and woman loving each other, and loving being together, in all ways. And if done right, no one would even suspect.
Enough rambling. It seems that I can recount history, but not as able to create a fictitious story.
Thanks for looking at this....
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